I do, I do miss you. Should I be ashamed? Can I still love you the way I do? You'll always be special. I am so sorry, so so so sorry for what I did to you. I never meant to hurt you, and I never realised how much I did until now. I know how you felt back then. I know that you didn't know what to feel or think or do. I know that your brains just crashed, that you lost control of your body. I know that you cried yourself asleep for months and that you thought you'd never forget me. You didn't have to. I'm still here, I'll always be here. I wish I had just been there to make it easier, to comfort you and to make the pain go away. But now I lost all my chances of being loved by you ever again. I wish you could just hold me the way you used to. I loved being loved. I was in love with loving you and feeling loved. I miss that. I do, I do miss you.
Geschreven door Layla Clarke op 08/12/2016 - laatst aangepast op 27/05/2017