‘The night contains no darkness for those embraced by their lover’
The moment I can’t stand this room anymore, Is the moment I will never be able to enter it again
And I feel like not knowing you forever is gonna break my heart to leave nothing but emptiness instead
And right now I feel no love in the space between, and often the space between was the very thing that held on close enough to even touch that space sometimes
And maybe heartache is just underneath the top layer of the heart for those who fear the possible
And not talking is very different from not talking ‘anymore’
In loving memory of my aching heart, It beats only for you, my love
A misunderstanding, possible in any form of rapid communication, leading itself further and so, creating new places I think I don’t feel comfortable in
To miss, to miss the feeling of home, that you so truly are to me
I’m so afraid of what I’m feeling because maybe I am saying goodbye too often because I feel too much too often
And I don’t ever dare fake smiling to myself in the mirror because that would break my heart too
And there is no safe space left in a world of things that are seethrough
And I am so glad you are just being right now because I couldn’t bare you comforting me ever again
But only angels know
that there is a place kept for lovers like us;
And remember you gave me wings of desire
Nick Cave’s ‘Green Eyes’ made me seek the deepest colours hidden in my lovers eyes
maybe I fear the change of a feeling, felt during a certain song, because sometimes that feeling was all there was left
but there are different ways of saying that
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[1] This is a prayer to you, my love