Beautiful Body
Dearest body,How. I. Rejected. You.by constantly calling you nameslike "fat"and "ugly"and "wrong, so so wrong".How. I. Blamed. You.for everything that was missing in my life.Youstolemy happiness!Bitch.How. I. Hated. You.for being too fat,too tall,too wide,too big...for simply being too ugly.Urghhhhhh.How. I. Tortured. You.with strict dietsand unhealthy pills.With lotions and creamsthat poisened you secretly.With my right finger...down your throat...above the toilet...for. fifteen. fucking. years....I am sorry...I was wrong.I did not knowhow to love you.Thank you so much...for surving meand patiently allowinghatred to move through you,until there was a space big enoughfor me to inhabit.A templejust. for. me.?You humble me, body...and you're beautiful.So, so beautiful.
♡,
Miss K.
