Bee Sprengers

Gebruikersnaam Bee Sprengers

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what's ours

from my heart to yours let's keep what's ours.

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anxiety

You want others to understand but you're afraid to explain. Always an excuse to not joyn the game. You seem to have nothing to say but then find your words on your way. Your way home. you enjoyed their company you just wished you had shown. Hands are shaking so you leave your glass at the table. When you have to order you realize your voice isnt stable. Bookpresentations are the worst you dont want to go and especially not first. The teacher asks you are you prepared actually you are but also to scared you say i'm not so they can't put you on the spot. When the phone rings you just want to disepear. You always have to repeat yourself because you're everything but loud and clear. And nobody knows but you've walked miles with headphones on without music playing. You just want them to pay attention for the words you're not saying. And you feel like a fool but instead you're fooling anyone else. They think you don't care. But it's the only thing you do. It's just always there.

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30 february

I look down and see a belly... not pregnant just a fan off spaghetti. A result off the diet I started the 30 off february.

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heart in the sand

One day it's calm next day I'm in the middle off the storm. I feel the waves pushing me in your direction. But his drawn heart in the sand got your attention. 'Don't stand to close to the water.' My friend sounds like my mother, because she loves me so why should i even bother. The wind keeps whispering your name. Should've known before i came, that if I told you I love you, you wouldnt do the same. I am standing here alone watching the sunset but I got no regrets, geuss what you want is just not always what you get. I've watched you being happy and holding hands. Maybe you were right maybe we are better off as friends.

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unsure

I always say 'I am not sure,'... you know... just to be sure.

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Gay love is a sin

I am so confused by religious people they claim to be all about love but say gay love is a sin. Creating problems while they think they are 'healling'. They dont know what we are about so they try to fill us with doubt and the fear off comming out. 'Gay love is a sin'. Let me tell you a situation that i'm in. There is a girl who i really love, and everytime you hate on me i can see god with his hands in his hair looking from above. You think you're all about peace and you think you'll prove it by going on your knees, and you pray but then have no regrets about the bad things you say. I am lucky with my family and friends but i know there are still to many with no reached out hands, begging you to accept them but all they hear is I cants, stop believing in what's not true because god loves me and you.

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Dear Fear

Dear fear, we need to talk. You keep showing up at the most savest places, like last week at the store, i mean really? And then you chose to show up right before i was going to ask the lady where the chicken was. Geuss i'll just eat my rice with rice today. And what in the world were you thinking last night, i was going to ask her out and then you show up uninvited like you always do and it's one thing to show up but then you are telling me all these reasons why she would say no... geuss we'll never know right? Ow and thanks for that 40 minute walk this morning.. great idea to show up right before i had to go off the bus. Dear fear, I would say goodbye but i just saw you watching me around the cornor, ready to spend the night with me.

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handshake

yesterday me and life shook hands, today we made up our own handshake.

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clown

I'm staring at these empty walls they remind me off the strangers I used to call friends, untill they egnored me and left me with so many 'I cants'. Now I'm save as being the clown because no one will bring the funny one down. I relly on people to finish my sentences because everyting i tried to tell you you thought was nonsense. When I talk about my friends there are not many, but if I try to stand up for something suddenly there are plenty.. all ready to put me back in scilence. They are lucky I'm not into violence. I chose to be the clown because they never bring the funny one down.

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drummer

Be the drummer of your own heartbeat.

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veters

Ruzie met je veters? Laat het los.

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vraagtekens

Tussen alle punten en komma's door, zit ik nog steeds met vraagtekens.

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magic

Speaking of magic.. she touched my heart, by holding my hand.

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witruimtes

Met jou wil ik de toekomst schrijven en dan aan het einde van onze inkt, wil ik nog 1 keer lezen, hoe jij al mijn witruimtes hebt ingevuld.

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Just a friend

I can't tell you, I love you. Can't hold your hand. I Can't kiss but I want to, I'm just your friend. All the advice you gave, Was for you and me When I close my eyes, You're all I see. I wrote you letters that I didn't send, About how I wish you'd be my girlfriend. About the sunset on sunny days. How I noticed you smile in 7 diffrent ways. If i am right then you are the one. But you are with him all day long. If I would tell you, you're my world I know the answer.. 'i'm a girl'

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