You want others to understand but you're afraid to explain. Always an excuse to not joyn the game. You seem to have nothing to say but then find your words on your way. Your way home. you enjoyed their company you just wished you had shown. Hands are shaking so you leave your glass at the table. When you have to order you realize your voice isnt stable. Bookpresentations are the worst you dont want to go and especially not first. The teacher asks you are you prepared actually you are but also to scared you say i'm not so they can't put you on the spot. When the phone rings you just want to disepear. You always have to repeat yourself because you're everything but loud and clear. And nobody knows but you've walked miles with headphones on without music playing. You just want them to pay attention for the words you're not saying. And you feel like a fool but instead you're fooling anyone else. They think you don't care. But it's the only thing you do. It's just always there.
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