Xikay - lunae Lumen (Moonlight)
I turn on the tv and put on a show
Filled with so many things that I'll never know
They talk about love, and fantasy, it's true
They show me things that I wish that I knew
Every day I fall from the sky
And pick up my heart
I rush through my day cause I'm scared of the start
So I spend my days contemplating
Untill the stars cave in
I wish I didn't feel so strong
I wish my heart was gone
I wish I could give in
I wish all life would end
Cause it's still easier than pretend
That you and I were never meant (to be)
All of my life
My fictional strife
Do you feel that I'm breaking?
All of my days
My imaginary ways
Do you see that I'm waiting?
You said we were meant to be
But, I can't see you now
We were always free
But you never knew somehow
Still, I will wait untill your hijab turns to dust
This is love, not lust.