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Vergeef mij, lieve heer voor al mijn zonden.  Vergeef mijwant ik weet wat genoeg is.ik weet niet of weten genoeg is. Vergeef mijniet omdat ik niets doe,maar omdat wat ik doete weinig weegt. Vergeef mij omdat ik niet naar elke klimaatmars ga,geen geld geef aan goede doelenmaar wel aan Korean skincare. Vergeef mij Omdat ik geen vrijwilligerswerk doe,de geschiedenis van Soedan niet ken,en pas gisteren hoordevan het conflict in West-Papoea. Vergeef mij Omdat ik weet dat er oorlogen zijn,maar weet niet hoe ik moet kijken. Ik staar naar beelden uit Palestina,ben even stil,om vervolgens verder te scrollen. Vergeef mij, heer  Omdat ik post, niet protesteer.Omdat ik deel, niet deelneem. Vergeef mij Omdat ik naar de dakloze vrouw voor de supermarkt glimlachalsof mijn scheve schemering van empathie haar helpt. Omdat ik de meldingen van VRT NWS en De Morgen uitschakel.Omdat ik liever lees over schoonheiddan over schuld. Omdat ik mijn boodschappentas vul in de Lidl,mijn onderbroeken haal bij de H&M, Vergeef mij Omdat ik niet weet hoe het isom afgewezen te worden bij een grens Omdat ik mijn vader niet altijd wijs op het feit dat hij racistisch is.  Vergeef mijomdat ik het vliegtuig nam. Omdat vrouwen in Afghanistan niet mogen spreken en ik wel.  Vergeef mij Omdat ik koffie drink uit landen zonder water.  Vergeef mij omdat ik me schuldig voel, en dat als excuus gebruik. Vergeef mij  Vergeef mij Vergeef al mijn zonden. Wat hebben we nodigin de toekomst?Ik antwoord:Hoop.Verbeelding. Maar wat hebben insecten, Plastic dat plakt, Algoritmes vol ritmes,  aan verbeelding? Kan hoop water zuiveren? Huizen bouwen?  Harten herstellen?  Is dit niet een typisch antwoordvan een geprivilegieerde Vlaamse kunststudente? Ik stel me soms voordat ik naast de vrouw voor de supermarkt zit,dat we samen sterren tellenop een bewolkte dag. Dat ik met een kind dat de zee overstakhet lied van de vogels zing,terwijl de lucht nog niet weetdat het ochtend is. Dat ik elke ochtendde plant water geefdie tussen de opengereten stenen groeit.  Dat iemand een schaduw groeten ik terugzwaai. Misschien is dat verbeelding.Misschien is dat hoop. Vergeef mij Omdat ik “verbeelding” zegterwijl anderen “veiligheid” bedoelen. Vergeef mij Omdat ik studeer om mooie dingen te makenterwijl er mensen zijndie enkel proberen te overleven. Vergeef mij Omdat ik in kunst geloof,maar niet weet of kunst genoeg is. Vergeef mij Omdat ik denk dat woorden iets kunnen redden,maar ik weet niet wat. Vergeef mij omdat ik schrijf,in plaats van te handelen. omdat ik weet dat weten niet genoeg is.  Ik heb gezondigd maar ik blijf mens. En misschien begint hoopdaar.  

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Reach Enlightenment 2

Random lessons: - To stay anchored in my own energy; Both feet being rooted to the floor.- To trust Jesus with my life and worry not.- To be in the here and now.- Fear comes from not knowing the unknown.- Detach from the outcome.- Let go of things you cannot control.- We get out of control, trying to control, what we cannot control.- God notices your small efforts, big crowds can never awknowledge.- Do not play fear-tactics.- Use a bubble around people keeping their energy theirs; They create their life.- The enemy uses fear, doubt, intimidation; The enemy is a liar.- The enemy is all bark and no bite. He seeks who'm he can devour.- Don't be defeated in the mind.- Protect your peace.- Give no room to the enemy.- Blessed by our enemies.- I talk how big my God is, not how big the enemy is.- I speak faith over fear.- Life is a mirror; Save someone, get saved. Hurt someone, get hurt. Have a good heart.- You cannot change people; Love them or leave them.- You allow what you tolerate.- Do the right thing even when not anyone watching.- Being humble get's us exhaulted.- Love them or leave them; Somtimes work on self instead of changing others.- Love isn't something we have to chase; We must attract. Turn within. Find your roots.- Even in a relationship, to have your own life. Self care must be applied in partnership.- Repent from sins. Take responsibility for own actions.- Own safety first, like in an airplane; First put own oxygen mask on before helping others.- Self acceptence.- You overcome evil by being good.- Despite; To love them anyway.- Love pays out.- Investing in self pays out.- Taking out the trash, pays out.

Daniël Bakker
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Reach Enlightenment

Random lessons: - When in fear, either seek help or face the lion. Facing the problem is 90% mock charge.- The universe is fór us, so instead of being paranoid, be pronoid.- All evil works for good for those who'm love the Lord.- Verbalise positive for a positive life. Speak trouble and attract more problems.- A tool against negative voices: Stay grounded with your feet on the floor in the here and now.- You become what you speak. Speak uplifting, I am beautiful, I am kind, I am talented.- You move towards your most dominant thought. I am love. I am healed. I am strong.- Keep your karma clean by biting your tongue, not react. Stay kind or silent, for example.- Love yourself; Sounds easy, but take every day some time to make 'you' happy.- Don't drain yourself giving all your time, energy, love, heart away. Give to self.- Work on self for a better life. Change our thoughts and change our life.- Depression? Faith; What goes down must come up. Try be thankful for little things.- Stop self critique. Be good to yourself, treat yourself really, really good.- The better you treat yourself, the better you treat others.- Turn the other cheek. People maybe have problems they have, be kind.- People merely love you at the level they love themselves. They never had it, cannot give it.- Don't give other people control over your emotions. You must control how you feel.- The only way to get rid of darkness is to turn on the light.- For better relationship and a deeper love, start with self. Invest in self.- Jesus also loves you if your angry.- Don't let people spike you with blame for you reacting to their abuse. = Gaslighting.- Love yourself enough to walk away from situations or people harmful to us.- Quit smoking isn't just quit smoking. It is creating new path ways to deal with stress.- If you feel alone, God and you are the majority. Him being for us, who can be against us.- Prayer has scientificaly been proofed to change our brain.- Our thoughts determine our reality; Be deaf to the negative.- Let negativity slide off like a Tefal pan, let it fall on deaf ears making them die stillborn.- You decide what you dwell on; Trash? Drop it imidiatly, like a catheter. Release toxins.- Believe in yourself, faith like a mustard seed can move mountains.- Famous people have put in continious effort. Want fame? Work and live your passion.- Life is energy. You attract what you constantly think about.- You can not fix someone, or be responsible for their life, thoughts and actions.- Love them or leave them; To not confront people with their mistakes. Grow compassion.- Being thankful is the best thing ever to do. Be thankful.- It is possible to leave the ghetto and reach modern life, wish it and take one step at a time.- The only way to stop an addiction is if it's done voluntarily.- Where focus goes, energy flows. Focus on problems, attract problems.- Want to change your life? Change starts within.- No sin too big for God not to forgive.- Never ever blame yourself. Your self hate you attract through others.- Change your thoughts, change your life.- Believe you are worthy of a better life.- Don't settle for less then you are worth.- Be mindful what you believe. Never talk negative, talk your beautiful and you move there.- Being rich is a feeling, not a destination.- Happiness should be the journey, not the destination.- Don't live for applause. Clap for yourself.- Painful situations aren't to punish us, but to shape us.- Don't seek validation from an outside source. People change. People withdraw.- Believe what God says about you: You are a master piece created in the image of God.- Learn to accept your piece of the puzzle. Each has their own uniqueness, find yours.- Each minute spend complaining could be spend building ourself up.- Living in survival mode? Trouble is temporary. God pays back double for what you lost.- The bigger the level, the bigger the devil.- Validate yourself. God sometimes isolates His chosen ones to deepen their faith.- God loves you including flaws. Jesus loves like no man on Earth can.- Not anyone can hurt us; The only enemy you got is your own karma.- First fill your own cup until you overfloweth. From an empty cup they cannot drink.- Try and connect to your own roots, not giving other people control over your emotions.- You are responsible for how you respond or react; Let them.- What you believe about yourself, you attract.

Daniël Bakker
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