I'm not here
Not to you
Invisible, the curse I put myself through
I'm not here
I never was
Maybe, I'm just waiting for my dreams to get crushed
I was doing fine before you walked inside
Yesterday a friend, but today you catch my eye
My pulse is picking up and my hands are shaking wild
The walls around my heart lay crumbled on the ground
I try to talk, but the words run dry in my mouth
It's the start of the same song I've sung all my life
And all I can think … is …
I hate this.