Statement about stalking for social network support
Dearest social network,
I invite you to be the witness of my statement and by that a narcissistic abuser, stalker and psychopath unraveled. Very interesting material to research and write about. As you might have seen in my previous uploads in the form of poetry. Consider this a direct translation of my poetic writing about a psychopath.
Faced with traumatic events people instinctually react by fight, flight or freeze. I have done all of the above, but now I'm trying to put myself above it. Having gained strength by reading "we speak for ourselves", a support group for victims of abuse, I am sharing the facts and taking my voice and space back. Because I have done nothing wrong to deserve this.
The only reason that this person is not in jail and keeps getting away with this behavior is because he uses the loophole in jurisdiction between two countries as a means.
Someone likes to use this platform to make a public scene because he thinks talking to the police about how he abused me and gaining support from my own friends is the same thing. Because his so called image is ruined. Not because he is a criminal no, because the delusional image he has of himself is ruined by facts. Because he can't stand the fact that isolating me with his childish attempts of manipulation by making me look as if I am the insane one doesn't work on me anymore. He has tried however to take away my voice by harassing me, my friends, my employers, people on this platform, etc.
He doesn't understand that crying to be understood and being treated as a human being is misplaced if you point this towards the victim of his abuse and their network. He doesn't want help from a therapist and doesn't want to face up to the consequences of his behavior. He even tries to guilt trip me with the accusation that I am not treating him as a human being even though I was. And more so: even though he didn't treat me as one while he was abusing me. And don't be mistaken. I have tried everything to talk to him as a person. Don't you think I would do this if I had a choice. My choice was taken away from me a long time ago. When he chose to abuse me instead of having a respectfull conversation. And even after that I gave him a chance for that conversation. Of course, you can guess: it wasn't good enough. I did something wrong. I said one wrong word and got punished with even more abuse.
What I would desperately like to say to the abuser, to you Michael:
“I see right through you. The past year I have learned everything there is to know about stalking and narcissistic abuse. You are a destructive psychopath and have a condition referred to as narcissistic personality disorder.
But, I guess Google translate doesn't help to make your sick little psychotic bubble burst. I would have thought that by now, after two years of stalking me you could have at least learned Dutch but I guess that looking at and working on yourself is too much of an effort. It's easier to focus your obsession on me than to look at the emptiness inside isn't it?
The facts are that you have psychologically manipulated me into a relationship with your web of putting me in fear by lies and distortion, you have psychologically and by that physically abused me during a relationship with your pestering, humiliation, aggression and fear by distortion and you have been stalking me and harassing other people I care about for almost two years now. You have tried to isolate me by manipulation. The fun fact is that you are such a manipulative narcissist psychopath that you actually made me believe that I deserved this in any way, that I abused you because of my reaction to the abuse. You raped me of my soul conscience and my voice. But I'm back now, stronger and louder, supported by people who
actually do know me as the empathic high sensitive person I am and last but not least: more myself than ever before by fighting the illusion you put in my head trying to break me down.
The content of what you say does not cover up your actions.
It doesn't work anymore to say that it is all in my head or to talk about your so called good intentions to in fact very intentionally cross boundaries of another human being who has clearly stated these boundaries by words, actions and even law.
These actual facts, your actual actions however you try to make up excuses for them are not only seen by me but by a team of therapists, the police, the court, all the people I care and don't care about and even by the people who manage this platform.
The police saw me right after what you did to me and they don't put people behind bars for no reason. Jail is isolation by law to protect a victim and the rest of society of ongoing criminal behavior.
You are a delusional dangerous psychopath and you belong in jail where you can rot in a corner thinking of yourself as a victim.
I am not your victim anymore, I see right through you so you might as well fuck off because I'm not planning on making your abuse burn me out again nor am I planning on killing myself to get rid of your abuse anytime soon.
Now you can go and pretend to be the victim again of me describing your behavior. Doesn't bother me anymore. I'm a very creative person even when it comes to making the best out of a situation. It gives me good practice. At this point I actually enjoy to look into the criminal mind and write about it, so if you like to be the almighty subject so much there you go by all means you're welcome. Doesn't make you look any better though so I suggest you go find yourself a new target to weaken and abuse until they believe the image you so desperately want to sell by abusing others.
You might as well keep your energy to put up the charming mask for a few days and find yourself a new goodhearted person to abuse to the point that she becomes a naive piece of what she once was. But, don't misunderstand me, I rather see you rot away in jail.
If you seriously want to continue this, go ahead I will publish every word that comes out of your psychopath mouth, describing it for the narcissistic personality disorder it really is, as I have been doing already by sending it all to the police with my comments of the actual truth and reality.
If law control doesn't help, social control might do the trick there.
And you're craving for attention anyway aren't you? A win win situation.
But I guess your sick ego probably is imploding now by lowering myself to your level and attacking you with your own weapons, your little childish smear campaign and pestering me away for you to take up all my space again. Even the space of victim you turn around to yourself. The only difference is I'm not delusional, I'm describing the truth and your narcissistic abuse doesn't work to get me down anymore, because I see right through it.
Don't want to make even more of a criminal out of yourself by reacting on top of the domestic abuse and the two years of stalking now don't you?
So I wisely suggest you go lick your wounded ego and find yourself a new victim to fill up the void instead. Make her believe that I am the evil bitch who abuses the poor little victim you are.
You are a criminal and you should become isolated and ripped of your freedom of speech from now on, not me.
Goodbye."
